Bad weather

It's been a really long time from the last time I see raining during winter. It feels so weird. Since I hate raining, and I hate the place when I am staying now. It's like the stuffs that I hate are combined together now. Should I feel mad?

After this time, I probably won't be coming back to this place anymore. I am not happy about it, and I am not sad about it either. Is it good or bad? I can tell anymore.

The longer I stay here, the more I hate it. Will it ever change?