How I feel...

Have you ever felt annoyed everyday?
Have you ever felt betrayed everyday?
Have you ever felt disappointed completely in someone?
Have you ever been in a room with someone everyday, but only speak less than 10 sentences in total a week?

Well, I am feeling all those things everyday now.

What the hell did I do to deserve this?

Something I did in my before-life?

Can I ever be happy here again? Only god knows...